Happy New Year!
Wow
already in 2014! I felt like I was celebrating 2013 just yesterday and
now here we are on the first day of 2014, time really does fly. I'm not
really big on New Year's resolutions and all, but for 2014 there is
something I would like to do...well more like change about myself, and
that is to just focus more on myself and my happiness. For the past year
or two, I feel like I have focused a lot on other people..hoping they
are happy, pleasing them, trying to impress them and caring what they
might think or say about me. I was too focused on other people and I
would just end up being upset and disappointed because I either had too
high expectations of people, or they turned out to be not who I thought
they were, etc. This all just caused negativity and worry in my life
that was definitely not needed! In December I really started thinking
about all this and realized that the first and foremost person I have to
care for and make sure is happy is me. Why should I care what others
think of me or what they are doing? Why should I be the one trying hard
and putting effort when others aren't? I'm only 18 years old! My life
is only beginning. There is so much ahead of me, so much to do and look
for. Why should I have other people distract me from working towards my
future, achieving my goals and living my life the way I want to? I don't
need any negativity or stress in my life. It's all about those
positive vibes :-) So for 2014, my goal is to just focus on myself, my
happiness, my family, closest friends and all that is ahead of me.
I actually spent my New Years Eve working, but it's all good because I also had fun. Well
at first I did, but something happened at the end that left me furious
and ruined the beginning of the new year for me, but I'll get to that. I
was a waiter along with Karolina, my sister and a few others for a
party of about 150 or so people in our polish school. I actually like
working at those parties because we don't even have that much work to do
with the pay that we get, me and Karolina spend some of our free time
dancing and we get free food and who doesn't like that? Haha :-)
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| With Karolina & my younger sister Aleksandra. Yea we rocked them red lips lol :P |
We
actually had to wear those stupid little red hats, but we took them off
after like an hour. They were actually cute, but it's something that
belongs more to a costume ensemble, and not waiter attire. We also wore
red sparkly scarves which I really liked, but there were only 4 scarves
& 5 girl waiters so of course I was the one who didn't get the scarf
and ended up waiter a tie -_- but it's okay I rocked that tie :P
Once the clock hit 12 it was 2014! We all got champagne to welcome the new year (just a small champagne glass for us no worries haha) and afterwards we went outside with a few others to have a little fun with sparklers
Afterwards
we just enjoyed ourselves, there was not much to do after 12am really.
Me and Karolina danced a lot haha. It was all good and fun until the
end, when I realized someone went into my bag not once, but twice and
took something that belonged to me. What angered me the most was not
what was stolen, but the fact that someone had the nerve to go into my
bag, my private and personal item TWICE! And we know who it was, but
they are denying it. Me and Karolina played detective and all our
evidence leads us to them. So that is how my night ended. I definitely
did not expect to start my new year this way, but it is what it is I
guess.
I
didn't post anything for over a month because I was swamped with school,
papers and work :( But from now on I will make sure to post whenever I
can :)
Until next time,
Sylwia :-)
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